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More often than not, I find myself baffled at the ridiculous amount of hatred growing in cowardly letters coming from behind a computer screen. Hatred for an opinion. Hatred for a mistake. Hatred for an appearance.
What is all of this shit?
Are you no better than the piece of shit you claim the other person is for merely stating how they feel, versus you, who must slander and profane to the outspoken thinker.
Human kind is cruel.

Shame on all of you who do this.

And Shame on me for ever being a part of it back before I was mature enough to see that hatred is not a suitable response to the thoughts and feelings of another individual..

I don't feel satisfied with how any of my problems have been resolved.. People keep telling me that you can't move forward until you stop bringing up the past. But if the past problems haven't been talked through, how can I let it go? I'm not the type of person who can just let things happen, have each of us say sorry without even explaining why and then forget about it entirely. That's just not how I function. I try so hard to keep quiet because I know that nobody approves of what I have to say most of the time. While, that's all fine and dandy, when do I get to have things revolve around me? Just one time? I'm not looking for something huge and ridiculous. I just want someone to look around at everyone else and say "Hey, she's going through a hard time right now." or "Be supportive of her."... Or how about when I'm about to break down? It's not like everybody knows about it. But would it really matter? I don't hear anybody telling everyone around them to stop and think about MY mentality... Never has anybody EVER told people to stop how they live their lives and change for me. And I don't expect that of people. I mean, why would I? But, it'd be nice if someone, at ONE point in my life would be that way for me. Just one time.
All I want to do is have an explanation just like I gave one.
All I want is for someone to care about my every feeling just for a little while. [And no, Austin doesn't count. We're one person as far as I'm concerned.]
All I want is for people to take my feelings into consideration instead of everyone else's first.

If I like something, I like it. If I like your boyfriend's status/picture, it doesn't fucking mean I want his dick. Get over yourself. I'll "like" or comment on whatever I want. The fact that he has an overbearing woman in his life, doesn't mean I will stop what I'm doing and let my world turn around you. Deal with it. It's just a "Like". It's just a comment. GET A LIFE.
Doing either of those things does not make me a whore/hoe, a trick, a dumb-ass bitch or any variation of slurs you may call me... Fuck you

Rant Over

So, I went to go see Divergent the other day. I initially thought "Well, the trailer makes it look awesome! Why not?!" So, I went on a double date to go watch it and OMFG THAT MOVIE IS CRAZY AWESOME! My new obsession! It was perfect! It had action, love, thrills and all sorts of wonderful things! Of course, those of you who've read the books are probably irritated that it's not quite like it, but I've never read them [though I planned on it]. So, I personally understand your frustration at the movie because of the differences. It's the same way I felt about The Mortal Instruments movie, which I have decided to give a second chance because of a friend on this site.

ALSO, I'm SUPER STOKED for another movie that's coming out soon enough... I just about screamed out loud when I saw the preview for it in the theater! I've been waiting for this movie to come out since 7th grade and I'm just ridiculously excited for it!!! The Giver! Can't wait to go see that piece of HOLY-SHIT-THAT'S-AWEOSMENESS!!!

So, the thing that sucks most about my favorite times of year [Spring and Summer, but mostly Spring] are the tornadoes. I'm terrified of tornadoes. I don't mind storms, but tornadoes??? NOPE!
Last night I spent 4 hours having one single panic attack because a funnel formed right over my house. It was SUPER dark overhead and lightening was going bananas outside! Also, we don't have a cellar/basement to go to. My niece is only a year old and I was more scared that something would happen to her than anything, but I'm not going to lie and say I wasn't terrified that something would happen to me O.O I've heard time and time again that taking shelter in your bathtub is a good idea, but I honestly don't see how that could possibly help anything... Can someone possibly elaborate on that idea for me? I mean, if you feel like ever reading/responding to this at all...
The only real setback to my favorite seasons and it's gotta be a really bad one? ugh...